nervous or excited?

So I start school on Monday-with my OWN class. I'm in charge of these kids for the whole year. I'm in charge of if they get any better in math, spelling, language, history, if they get any nicer, any more well-behaved, if some of them get less socially weird...So I'm kind of feeling the pressure. Also at my school each classroom gets and aid for about 4 hours out of the day, which is so nice to have anther adult in the room. But- we haven't heard anything on my aid, she didn't show up last week for meetings and somehow the school lost her number. So-there's no way to get a hold of her...So i hope I get someone good-in fact Mr. Lee is letting me interview for the aid I want-so of course I asked my friend Whitney to come in-hope it all works out!